found out tat my last two post were very radom,those post were delicated to NO ONE.dun get suspicious(: been down fer quite sum time,but nw wouldn't be( i guess )
LAST BUT NT LEAST,I AINT NO PUNCHING BAG.THERE IS A CHINESE SAYING GOES LYK THIS :不要把你的痛苦建筑在别人的快乐上。
let start fer today,i was treated lyk a princess/queen when i enter the classroom after recess.HA,i wonder y..
last but nt least,
to my darling sherlyn: THIS FEW POST NT SAYING U OR WHOEVER.DUN THINK TOO MUCH(: U NOE I LOVE U RITE?(: (NOT LESBIAN HERE)
Labels: those who r close;ur should noe ?
HA,today is another day of boring school day.went to school settle down was prepare to read my books coz there is no one who i noe well around me so decided to read.after awhile sherlyn came,n so chatted wif her.blabla,happy tat i dint need go work fer awhile.i noe u dun really lyk treat me as a fren,i m juz someone u juz came n pick up on the way to kill ur time,so let juz drop the acting shall we?
frm nw on,i will put on a shinny armour.
OH YA,FORGET TO ADD: UR LIFE IS FUCK DAMN SCREWED UP MAN.
will kindly say 3 words to u : I. H.A.T.E Y.O.U.
PS:IT IS NT THE PEOPLE ROUND ME,SO PLZ DONT ASK ME WHO IS IT(TAT IS,IF U R CURIOUS),BY NT ASKING; U R SORT OF DOING ME A FAVOUR.
Labels: nvr trust anyone round u., tat's rite
wad is frens ? i juz found out tat frens this particular word is juz fer a name to that particular person u call as 'fren'.dun ever vent ur anger on me,if it is nt me will u still vent ur anger on other people which u call as fren?u noe u r very cruel,u send me back to the past n make me remember all those memories tat will send me to tears.i hate the fact tat i m still weak at these stuff.BUT U OF ALL PEOPLE,I CNT BELIEVE IT..
U R NT BEGIN FAIR,U R PLAYING FAVOURITES.
until the days r over fer nafa i will be feeling nt so undreadfull to school fer pe lesson.i really dun wan to do pull up.the thought really kill me.i think that running 2.4 is easier den doing pull up.althought i noe after running finish 2.4 i think i cn c heaven within steps frm me.
Labels: bad mood
i gt no shoes to wear to school.
Labels: the world around me sux
today was suppose to hab cca ,but at the last min heard n told was cancel.so went home in the end.was leading a tiring n lifeless day today.no energy n felt so tired,lucky did my hw finish in school,go home i den cn sleep.nw,juz woke up frm my small nap.eyelids r still heavy.*yawn*
very regretted that i hab work.nw all i hab to do is call up everytime to check to c if wherethe my days of work cn nt. it is tiring.but what choice do i hab ? ans : wait till 6 months.H.A.H.A , what should i do in de mean time ? laugh my ass out ? tat seems lyk a VERY GD PLAN.fuck manx,i gt into this shit,how cn i get out ?
school started today.it was boring n a change of timetable. thinking that tmr i hab to get down to work, i felt extremely sian.wanted only to work one day on a whole week , but my pay will be low, so decided to choose 2 days per week.sian ar,tmr start nafa test le.hope it would nt be pull up.i hate pull up.tmr will be rush as i hab to rush home,get change n get down to work.haish.
Labels: regretted
life is getting boring n lifeless.nth to do most of the times.count down to de days tat i hab to get my ass back to school.wondering what will happen if one nite the school will magically burnt down n what will students do during school days?holidays all the way? nt possible. but actually to sae the truth going to school is best fer students as if no certificate fer anything when u wantt o applied fer job in de future,who in de hell will want to ask u to help dem work?(i m begin lyka old grandmother)
so,therefore i m toking craps fer today.(but it is the reliaty).
*nite maybe will be posting,maybe nt.
Labels: craps
ytd march 16 was serene birthday(: went to help her celebrate.reach home bout 11 plus.tat all fer ytd.
as fer today,was rotting at home.thinking bout hab to work on fri i felt extremely sian.so therefore i will be rotting at home fer de rest of the days of my holidays.school is starting in a few days time,my one week holiday are gonna fly away): i dun wan go back to school,school is boring,lifeless n u cn do nth bout it.
going to do my holiday hw which i hab nt even touch,cum to think of it ,it is oso time to start doing my hw.
today will be going out.ytd went home around 9 plus.almost 10 when i reach home.was doing lobby work during my working time.would nt be posting at nite.
computer will be mine,wahahahahhaaa.(beging sot)
*i dun even noe what i m writing*
today will be a tiring day.ytd dint went out stay at home de whole day.ltr going to work,going to take a nap ltr after playing sum games in de computer(althought nw i m yawning).maybe will be taking a nap after blogging,after tat went to work luh.
woke up early today to go fer a run.run fer 15min without stopping.went home n hab a bath.use com fer awhile to help sis create viwawa acc.close off after lyk 30 min.went to read sum story books which i borrow frm the national library ytd.read until fall asleep.12 plus wake up,n smell chicken rice(: mummy cook chicken rice, it was damn nice.after eating,one of my relatives came to my hse to take sum books?watch a chinese movies wif my whole family(: the show was nt bad though(:
tat all fer today.
Labels: boring
nw currently felt bored out of skull.i m doing nth except fer blogging.let me sae wad happen today at school ,today at last period there is ww3 happening. it was just lyk when it was in sec 1.they were throwing at first thrwing plastic caps bottle, it was very funny at first, becoz they were throwing at two particular guys who is at the dustbin there.it was damn funny.but suddenly some idiot went n take the whole dustbin n began taking the bottles inside n start to throw at some of their friends,as since there is no more bottle caps on the bottles,some of the soft drinks bottles spill out sum water,n one fly pass my head n the water drip on my hair.i was damn angry.i was worried fer my progress card n tat was de last straw n i shout at e class, but obiously no one heard,as they were busying playing n laughing their ass off except me n yanxuan. at the very last,yanxuan so poor thing kena a bottle at her head.n it came wif a big force, everyone is laughing,i was frowning.i dun lyk wad they r doing.i think they r begin idiotic.altought the scenary was quite funny but overall,dun u think it is very guo fen?fer all i noe it went too far.
to some particular person: dun be smug,u dun hab de ability to sae others.u hab to c wad uself is lyk before u comment on others.u r begin really racists.even if is nt me,i still feel angry fer other people.if ur result is tat great u would nt be in this class.hope u will do sum reflections.(doubt tat u will)
today juz gt back my progress card fer term 1,total up there is 5 sub n i pass 3 fail 2. which is my combined humanities n math.ecs i pass(: going to cut my hair tmr.very bu she but i still hab to cut it away though.it hab been 2 years n my hair is too long.so bored today,did nth at school except fer studying n more studying.gt homework to do n hab to work harder on my math n combined humanities.the most important is ems n i fail m ,i hab to buck up.i hab try my best n i still did poorly i felt so depressed.of all subs i thought maybe i still hab a chance to pass my combined humanities, but end up i still fail.haxish.nvm, a game will aways be having a winner n looser,no one will aways be the winner.
tat all fer today(:
back to one of my old lines:today nth special happen(:
money,money,money!i want more money so i cn buy wad i want.should be all fer today?
TO SOMEONE : CHEER UP GIRL!I HATE TO C U SAD ): I NOE WAD WE SAE OSO CNT MAKE U HAPPY ,UNLESS SOMEONE....CUMS BY.
I HATE MY SISTER!
i dun hab a sister lyk her. nvr ever will hab a sister lyk her.i m damn fuck up by her bitchy attitude.
华文版本：我讨厌她。我很不想承认，但是她说的话让我觉得她根本不把我当成妹妹一样看待。你只是把我当成一个跟你住在同一个屋檐下的人。。你不懂得怎样好好对待一个人，尤其是你的家人。
Labels: ANGRY
today was another boring day at school.doing nth but studying.i was crash down by sukcri when he is running shuttle run when he run back. it was quite funny actually to sae de truth.after school went n take one round before going home.i suddenly think bout the past , n felt i was so stupid.wad makes me feel stupid i m nt gonna sae.but wad is in the past is already a past tense no longer present tense.what is impportant is nt the past but the present&future.n i m very happy with what i hab nw,i dun wan to go back to the times where i hab to face many problems.( nt saying there is no problems n things to face fer nw)well,i wouldnt make this blog an unhappy one fer any longer. girls,dun be a glass doll be a wooden doll.
girls are fragile,no matter how strong u may be or no matter how strong u may seem we aways hab a weak side;without care n protection we will be lyk a glass doll eventually we will break.
latest news : there is alot of things going on lately.i dun hab time to even blink.
*hope 有情人终成卷属*
Labels: girls
ytd dint get to post as i dint hab the time to post,further more i was very tired when i reach home.ytd went out wif sherlyn n denise plus denise new fren marcus.went to orchard to find marcus 1 den off we went to jp to support anqi n hkss.went makan,still manage to catch anqi n de rest perform the last piece of music.after watching finish de performance went to slack. went home at 10 plus.
today rot at home.bout 5 plus went to library wif roxanne to return books. borrow finish hab to went home early as she hab to go her ah ma hse n party coz of special occassions.today went home was the earliest n de faster when going out wif frens(: nt begin sarcastic;juz becoz it is the first time.tat all fer today,very tired nw.
should i close off this blog too? there is lots of things i dunoe how to make my blog nice. no taggboard,no viewers,no links,no nice blogskins=my blog.
Labels: humans are selfish
today was lyk any other normal days,going to school wif dragged feet.walking to school every morning alone was pretty boring.but nvm,i am getting use to it.lesson fer today : mt,ss,pe,recess,phy,math.sherlyn dint join us as she left school at 12.30pm fer her npcc.so after school,went to canteen to find denise,anqi n the rest.went to buy a jappanese jian bing.it was delicious(: chat n blablabla..waiting fer 3pm to reach n went in to home-econ room,today no cooking as anita want to c doctor at 4.30pm.so today no cooking only preparing.waited in de canteen fer denise.did finish my homework while waiting(: denise came n we travel to shop n save to buy plain flour fer my cca.done wif it n i went home.mood totally change until juz nw.sis barge in n blame me fer nt switching on the tv fer her.hate her to de bits,how was i suppose to noe that she want me to help her switch on de tv when i m listening to songs n she is dunoe how many km away frm me. fuck.
today my blog post will all be nonsense;feeling very random.i felt myself getting angry at de slightest thing nw a days.dun feel lyk smiling broadly anymore.i m a atonic bomb,juz try to irritate me n i will explode.maybe i should do some yoga? or maybe is mood swing ? not in such a mood to post. there hab been going alot in my mind.i was wondering n wondering wad m i , humans are born to this world to suffer ? or to taste sourness,sweet,bitterness,spicy of life ?there is too many question i want ask ,but there is only going to be one ans to all of this if u ask me.my ans will really irritate the hell out of you. ans : i oso dunoe.
Labels: closer to the reliaty than the heart
an early post fer nw, at nite there would be another post,i hab better nth to do so online n listen to songs.blogging was juz another thing tat i hab better nth to do den post early,i may nt update it everyday,sometims i juz dun hab de chance or time.after tat bout 9.05am or 9am going school.another boring n restless day ahead.all the way till 3.30pm.lesson,lesson,n more lesson.wonder y today muz take back exercise book to mark when tmr is common test ? lesson fer today. mt,ss,phy,recess,el,math. tat all fer nw,going watch my brown sugar macchiato again.
Labels: time pass by
this is sth i want to share(: quite true uh.fer viewers who wanted to c,u cn press on the picture n hab a better look;as it is very small in my blog post.
today was tuesday,went to school with a heavy heart.aways feel so bored when going to school.dunoe y,sometimes i juz hab de urge to sleep during my lesson.but aways nvr,as i juz drink lots of water as to keep myself awake.lesson was as per normal.every single teacher show up everytime.after lessons,went to n1 to find denise n de rest.waited fer sherlyn in de canteen.while waiting,found tat i hab miss alot of wad was going on.i hab been missing alot of dates wif my two sweethearts.denise told me she n sher on sunday meet one guy.well,congrats.one more new fren(: after sherlyn came,went home;but instead of going home we went to toh guan rd to makan.went to sherlyn hse to gamble,did my math while they were playing.was done n slack at her hse fer awhile while waiting fer de rain to stop n bout 5 plus went home.lucky i did bring an umbrella.while today was rainig cats&dogs.blablabla;tat all fer today(:
today wad lyk any other normal day,boring as usual.went back to school after weekends.did nth except study all through.recess,try out tomyam in my school,n i hab to sae everything hard to pass except fer de prawn.after school went straight home.took out math n start doing but juz looking at the sum i want faint.thought fer awhile den i thought maybe i m extremely tired;maybe after a nap my head will be clearer.sleep all the way till 5.30pm.quickly think bout my math sums,take a bath n relax(: watch cruel tempataion.nice show uh,but watch long oso sian;n u cn predict wad will happen next.one word:sian.
well,tat all fer today(:
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