today was rotting at home and going the same routine one more time over and over again. well, november is bout over in lets say next week. time flies by so fast, soon school will start in an blink of a eye, and the next thing i know i will be seating for my n lvl . god, am i scared. studies, i pray to god that i will pass my ems, and get promoted to sec 5. things dint go very well for me this year round with many stuffs going on, and getting so angry.. well, i think its time that i let go and stay focus. study will be my first priority for the next 2 years, nothing more. i am going to get prepared for my n lvl. Ns and Os is like PSLE, only this time round it is more important than when it was way back in primary school. unhappy and memories will be forgotten whereas happy memories i will treasure and just treat it as part of my life.. humans are real funny, when they have it they dont treasure it but when they lost it they find it precious..well, i find that i rarely post anything bout my love life like other girls my age, coz i find mine tragic. haha. i am aways falling for the wrong ones and aways after awhile i find myself asking the same question to myself..and when i tends to think back i aways ask myself did i really use to like the person? do i know love? i think i dont,but i am pretty sure theres many who doesnt knoe love like i do. call me old fashion, but i think at my age is not a really good time to fall head over heels in love.. i admit i am head over heels in love with taemin from shinee.i love him,no one can replace him.therefore, today post is a long and crappy one. enjoy(:
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